my prayers go to the victims of the earthquake in Haiti be blessed
xoxo
Laila rae
As I reflect on my being back in the city for a week now. I realize that everyone no matter who you are, wants to feel like they are part of something. A quick example, people I used to associate with in the past year all bond over a certain social networking website. There they met other people who pretend they are something they are not. They have become friends over the network and now call themselve ‘the crew’ thinking they run the town when they don’t run a thing.
I also find myself wanting to belong somewhere to be part of something (sometimes) but I have realized it is best to keep your distance from many people, at my age if we are not friends now, we just won’t be. Unless I move to a different city.
I am not sure if I have written about this before but, count your blessings!
As I left home earlier today, I realized how blessed I was to have quality people who care about me. It will probably be the last time I will spend so much time at home but although I did not do as much as I had planned it was worth it, in a weird way.
People come and go in our lifetime but only few stay to see what we become on a later date. Take care of these people and cherish their friendship on a respectable level. You are only a reflection of how you want to be treated. Be careful, never trust someone else than you trust yourself.
XoXo,
LR
Happy new year everyone
love love love all my readers
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xoxo
laila rae
I think I’m there, the place we’re all scared of being. It is sad but, as I sat in here on Christmas with no one to talk to, I felt this weird feeling that I never felt before. I was lonely, it felt bizarrely good. Its had me wondering for a while and pondering on the past year, which was a literal roller coaster. Are we supposed to feel lonely in order to move on with the rest of our lives? Is it what will get us over the hump after a break up?
Whatever it is I hope it brings me luck for the next year as we will not be the same man we are today, tomorrow.
