Lately, I have been given a chance to help a friend in recovery! It was an experience for the ages. While doing so, I realized that everyone is constantly recovering from something. It never fails, you could be recovering right now and not know it! Word from the wise, always help a friend in need. You never know who will be there for you in dire need.
Your recovery buddy doesn’t have to be someone who you talk to on the daily basis, it can be the most unlikely person. The person you haven’t seen in weeks who offers a helping hand, this person could also be your best friend or someone you just met and just now hang out with! This shows once again how this world is a strange place to be, very strange. Makes it also difficult to see who your real friends are, the trick is that if you want to always have a recovery buddy, be careful of who you surround yourself of and do not get too close to the wrong people!
In the end everyone is in recovery! What are you recovering from? I am recovering from friendships…
Do we all need therapy to make life better? Does talking to a total stranger about all your problems the solution to a peaceful drama-free rest of your life?
After recent involving very “girly” men in my life I am starting to think that therapy and talking to people. These recent events and groupd sessions have lead me to beleive that the ones that I have trusted and thought were good for me weren’t. They were the ones I wasted my time on.
At this point of my life, i don’t want to have these unconditioned responses over and over again. Right now, what I have found out is that I would rather be alone, That would be content for me. Talking to a stranger who knows nothing of a situation helps sort out the dirt. Who wants dirt anyways?
As I sit in my room wondering about why I never have time to update my blog, I just keep thinking more and more about what has been happening around me. You know all the crazy stuff.
One of my girls has been in a relationship for the longest time, for some reason i feel like i should be jealous. It would be the normal girl thing to do, right? From the outside these two look perfect, well not really because anyone barely sees them out in public.
The thing is that we both moved out here at the same time and she ended up with the boy that she still has. He wants her more than probably anything and wants to be with her. I on the other hand don’t have another half, or anyone who wants to be with me like that. Should I be jealous?
The one thing that bothers me with their relationship is that he seems to be a bit controlling and she has become a bit of the jealous girlfriend type and and awfully dependent on him. Now I know I shouldn’t be a bit jealous but the fact is that she has that person that I don’t. Let’s just say that I am jealous for the fact that she has a person who wants her as much as she wants him (or at least that’s what it looks like), but I sure am not jealous of the relationship.
That’s it for my times of confusion
as we all know Kanye West doesnt care about anything….including ruinning the moment …first he waltzs in the VMAs with a bottle of Hennessy then steals the moment of a first time winner. I shake my head to you Kanye, I guess he couldnt predict that Beyonce would win best video of the year… OH NO!

1. Walks in with a bottle of Hennessy...

2. Steals Taylor Swift's moment

3. Beyonce saves the day!
“Inner beauty is important but not as important as outter beauty”
what is going on? really what is?